I spent the entire 2008 feeling restless. What a waste of good and precious time. Whatever it was, I'll get over it I'm sure. Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments - a tagline from the Benjamin Button movie. I could name a few proud moments in the past year, but because that would come with a bit of a stuggle, and because it would be just a few, suffice to say 2008 was pants.

A lot of positivity for 2009 I notice. Really, FB told me. But nahh, I'm not feeling it. Totally, not feeling it.

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Some people need to realise that some of us are transparent like glass, and that all our bad and stupid intentions can show through our eyes, and our speech, and our nervous laughter - and even through the way we scream in defense just to prove our innocence. How foolish do we look when lying through our teeth. Yet, we put up a facade for the sake of defending an all too important reputation, or an all too important relationship, or a status quo that we're too afraid to challenge. Little do we realise, that at that first instance of defence, all that reputation is already marred. That relationship, broken.

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I want a Crackberry! I need to feel important.