it is okay

life just threw a curveball at me. but that's okay. i'll get up in no time. i will continue to be in disbelief for awhile. the more i try to make sense of what happened, the more i learn of the greatness of Allah and the more small i feel. hopefully, soon enough, the great lesson from it all will become clear to me.

i have been blessed with great company though. lucky me. their words of encouragement are endless and i have their shoulders on loan for an indefinite period. while those may cushion the fall, at night, sometimes you can't help but feel so, so alone. because share, split, slice, cut or dice as you may, nobody truly gets it. sometimes your pain, is your pain alone.

i am okay where i am. just a little unsure of how to move forward.